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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 6:38:33 GMT 8
What was all the ways you could kill yourself the basic question of someone suicidal. was she a suicidal cause she wanted to die no she did not know the term for her being suicidal. Her blood stained coat from a battle she had just won. She had hoped that the other mare was stronger and would kill her. She didn't however try to be weaker so she would die that wouldn't of been a fair fight then. She was limping a little from the fight although for her whole life she would be limping. From one fight She was crippled just one fight. No one would want her now she was useless. She hobbled over to a shady spot right under a tree perfect for her. She snorted softly knowing in time her wounds would be gone but not completely leaving behind scars.
Everyone said she was pretty but were they even telling truth cause some point in your life you lie. She didn't dare lay in the dirt not wanting to get her wounds dirty. She was generally her average mare but something kept her off from being normal. She had no fat on her you could see her ribs. She was a sorrel but with many scars all over her body. She knew better than to let anyone's words get to her. Everyone may criticize how skinny she was but she did't think anything of it she felt Fat. They didn't even know what they're talking about anyways. She was ugly but somehow still attracted attention to herself. She was weird no one ever seemed to really care. She didn't really like company but she seemed to always get it. She loved being alone but she never is alone.
Everyone told her that she was Insane but she knew she wasn't insane more like just weird. Winter was past now it was spring the time foals were seen running around but she never had a foal in the years she had lived. She wanted one but she had a feeling she'd never have a foal in her lifetime. She feared the time when it would come time for her to die. What would it feel like should she be scared. She could always daydream if she were to have a foal what it would look like. She had to give credit to herself for asking herself so many questions. She knew where she was the Alaknanda Rive the place she shouldn't be but instead a nice happy home. She knew she'd never ever get a home of her dreams but that was the facts of Life. She felt tears roll down her face as she felt miserable and sad.If only life could have been better for her the weird mare. No one wanted her and she suspected no one would ever will want her. She was a nobody in this world no surprise their though.
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 6:52:55 GMT 8
Dont you just hate it, when animals hold grudges? When all they want to do, is make you suffer? When all they want to see is your blood at their feet, so they can finally teach you the lesson of death. When all they do, is fight to be the better beast. He knew that the cougar had held a grudge against him, for a long time. He had met it, what seemed, so long ago. He hadn't done anything of real crisis, but he had known. He had only accidentally stepped on its tail when he had first come to Freedoms Palace, and then everything had gone downhill from then. It had proclaimed that it was an effort to kill it. What a bunch of lies. He had been keeping his distance from this place, as he had encountered the cougar here last, when he had claimed his first mare for the beginning of his herd.
His body was so badly scarred all over his body. A sight some would cringe to see. His body moved slowly through the forest beside the river. His hooves leaving their marks in the soft floor. He was careful to be so quiet as a mouse, to avoid the cougar who held a grudge. It was pitiful really, he had won every fight, but that didn't save him from being a little afraid. He knew how easily death could come for him. So easily. He sighed as he felt grass underneath his hooves. He would rather grass to dirt any day.
He snorted as he smelled her. He found that she was not too far away. But he could smell the scent of the cougar, that seemed to follow him everywhere. Its quest for his death in its sight, plainly. He lowered his head, taking a few nibbles of the grass, before becoming strongly alert once more. He moved around the tree slowly, but stopped as he heard the breathing of another of his kin. "Hello?" He called out, little did he knew that a fae was on the other side of the tree.
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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 7:21:12 GMT 8
The stinging pain of her wounds was almost to much for her but she tried to ignore it. She hadn't done anything wrong really to get in a fight she was in. The mare she had fought had been her Sister even. She knew that after taking on a new alliance would probably turn her family against her. She didn't really care they could burn to death for all she cared. Her parents had been heartless creatures not that she cared though. She didn't blame them for being mad at her though. She had become a Nice sweet mare like a normal mare should be Like. She knew the risks ob what she was like though and her past. Most wanted to stay away from her because of her past.
She wanted to be like a normal mare but most thought her to be faking her kindness. She didn't want to hurt anyone unless she really had to. In the past she would have hurt anyone without caring but this time it was different. She was no longer a heartless creature she was only out to do good. Give her some credit though she isn't like your goody goody mare. She was more likely your strange mare that was just your average mare. She tried her best to fit in but that never really worked so what was left? She knew she must have been a poor sight with all her wounds. She didn't really care though they would probably ignore her anyways.
She caught scent of a Cougar which really had her worried since she was pretty vulnerable at the moment. She probably smelled good since she was mostly covered in wounds that were fresh. She also noted that a stallion was nearby. She wondered why he would want anything to do with her though. She walked away from the tree and found the stallion right behind the tree. " Why Hello what brings you here, but don't answer that." She finally moved closer to him so he could now see her.
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 7:29:57 GMT 8
He turned his head to see the mare, covered in blood. He was shocked and moved instantly to her side. "My god. What happened to you? Did the cougar get you?" He asked, concerned for her. He turned and nodded towards the water. "Dear, could you move in to the river? It will help close your wounds, and you should be safe from the cougar around here." He whispered in to her ear. The scent of her blood was clogging his nostrils, he couldn't smell the cougar anymore. Her safety was essential.
He heard the groan of a branch and looked up. He knew it was around here somewhere, but where? It was foolish to look, the cougar was well hidden, it could strike at any time, as before it had taken him by complete surprise. His body shuddered, his scarred pelt rubbing against her body, he knew it might cause her some uncomfort by its sickly sight. It didn't matter though, all that mattered was getting her to the water. "Please. No beauty should have to die by that cougar."
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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 8:05:51 GMT 8
She was surprised at his concern for her. She was used to Nobody caring at all but this time someone did. " No it's not the cougar I had gotten in a fight and I have lost. It was a stupid fight but I had no choice I guess. You say a cougar those creatures scare me." She smiled gently at him and closed her eyes slightly. " That does sound Like a good idea you know." She stepped closer to him taking in his scent. She felt some how safe with him if that was even possible for her. She was alerted when she heard a rustle of a branch.
She laughed bitterly now ignoring the stallions plea for her to go to the river. She wanted this darn Cougar killed, she had expeirence with killing them. Yet she didn't know how it would end though so she had to be well aware of her surroundings. She realized then she was in no condition to be trying to go after a cougar. She walked to the river slowly limping a little bit but she ignored it. she let herself fall to her knees liking the feel of the cool water on her wounds. She soon was lying in it feeling comfortable. She was worried though about who the couger might pounce on. She quickly stood up noticing a tan hide of the of the couger. " Nice try Feline you stupid cat."
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 8:17:23 GMT 8
He smiled as she waded in At least her wounds wouldn't get infected. He looked around for the cougar but found no traces of it. He could smell it, yet its scent was weak. He sighed and followed her in to the water. It was at a good temperature as the day was turning from warm to densely hot. He turned his head to look at her body, it was like his, scarred. He began to drink deeply from the river, out of the corner of his eye he watched others converse, their reactions and movements.
He heard the yowl of the cougar and turned to watch it prowl at the waterline. It was waiting for them to come out, to fight and to kill. He turned to the fae. "Wait here.. I shall be back soon. Hopefully in one piece." He said, with a chuckle and began to move in to the forest. It was time to end it, either the cat would die, or he would. He hoped that he wouldn't, so then he would be able to spend more time with her and his other mare, back home..
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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 8:45:33 GMT 8
She nudged him with her muzzle as he came in with kindness. Her eyes were always interesting to look at being a Ice blue. They looked mostly like ice that never softened or something. She glanced at him as he left her to fight the Couger. She found herself Worried about him What if he got hurt? This was all new to her though she never felt anything for anybody before. She was starting to feel sleepy and it was the middle of the day. She didn't feel like sleeping though but she knew she needed the rest.
She decided she should sleep while he was a away. She softly closed her eyes and after a while she did fall asleep. She started to have a nightmare about her as a foal. She remembered her father laughing at her for crying. It was so horrid and embarressing being caught crying and about something quite foolish. She was just a filly then but she had done nothing wrong to deserve the fact of her father laughing at her. Things had always been tough with her father. She opened her eyes slightly noticing that the stallion still wasn't back. How long has it been she thought worridely to herself. She knew that he probably would be alright but what if something did happen.
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 8:53:44 GMT 8
He shook his head. "Ah, so you still won't loosen your grudge on me?" He asked quietly. They stood opposite each other, the fight hadn't been long. The cougar seemed to be wheezing, blood streaming from both of their bodies. They both looked like they were close to exhaustion. The fight had been quick, but ruthless and both hadn't left unscathed. He watched as the cougar's body slumped to the ground, a final yowl escaped it and it lay still, dead.
Gladiator found his vision was growing blurry, he needed to rest. He turned and began to move towards the river, towards the gorgeous mare he had found. He groaned and fell to his knees, and lay on his side. He knew that he would be so easy to kill right now, if another came along. He sighed, and didn't have the strength to regain footing. He needed to sleep. His eyes began to close, but they shot open as pain suddenly rain through his body. He lay there, panting.
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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 9:13:04 GMT 8
She waded out of the pool as she had caught scent of him again. She feared something was wrong he was taking awhile to get to her. She soon made it to him and found him wounded. She squealed happy that he was alive but sad that he was hurt. " I'm happy you're alive but I can see that you're wounded. Can you stand up so you can get to the river?." She didn't want him to die not when she just started to have feelings for someone. She nudged him gently as not to hurt him.
" I think you are the kindest Stag I've ever met and you're not going to die cause you're the first one I've ever had feelings for you were the only one to care if I were hurt." SHe felt tears roll down her face confused with her emotions. " I think you should know this My name Is Blood Drops on roses fallen." She wanted to get him to the river as lying in the dirt would only make the wounds worse. " The dirt isn't helping the Wounds any so at least try and stand up for me at least."
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 9:21:01 GMT 8
He chuckled. "Now you're helping me, Blood Drops." He heaved to his feet and moved slowly towards the river. "By the way.. My name is Gladiator..." He whispered and sighed as he moved in to the water. He stood there, resting but somewhat refusing the pull of the current as water surged towards them. He closed his eyes for a second, and then reopened them to look at her, he smiled. "Don't worry bout me.. I'll be fine. I get injured all the time.." But it was taking a toll on his body.
He waited a few minutes, while the water washed away the dirt that had pushed its way in to his wounds. He moved to look at her body. "You sure.. You're alright?" He asked her, and waded towards her, looking at her wounds. He wasn't caring for his at the moment, he just wanted her to be alright. "You know, back home, it's sort of like a wonderful dream. Nothing bad ever comes to my land, nothing." He whispered aloud.
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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 9:42:31 GMT 8
She smiled also filled with relief to know he was okay. " That's a nice but don't trust me alright. I used to be a dark mare but I've just recently had a change of heart but I don't think I'm trustworthy." She gave him a weak smile her leg hurting her more than ever. She hoped for a fact that he'd just ignore that last statement and trust her. " I wish that what I just said isn't true but it is unfortunetly and I fear for my life every day. I know some day My family will find me and finish me off for turning away from their view of the world.
She waded back into the river to soothe her wounds but was soon waded back out. " I'm sure your home is safe I just wish I were safe." She felt tears pricking her eyes at the knowledge of being unsafe. She was unpredictable in her temper yet since she was just getting used to herself. She knew now that she wanted a life with him but she doubted he'd accept her for who she was. She looked at him wondering what he was thinking of about her.
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 10:01:01 GMT 8
"Well.. I think your trustworthy. I wouldn't mind if you had your days where you just had a change of heart." He was surprised and pleased that she was opening up to him. But he frowned when he heard about her family. He bent and nuzzled her. "Don't worry.. You'll always be safe with me. Even that cat couldn't stand up to me, and it was pretty tough." He reassured her. He moved, brushing his body against hers.
He turned and smiled at her. "My land isn't called Heavens Peace for nothing, you know." He circled around her and then stood in front of her. "I promise, nothing will come of harm of you, while I'm around." He whispered in to her ear. He was asking her to come and live with him, to meet the other mare he had within his land, a mare that he had just impregnated the other day. But he liked Blood Drop more, maybe even close to loved her.
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Post by Ashley on Sept 28, 2010 10:30:32 GMT 8
She smiled at what he said and nuzzled him back. Her ears were pricked forward listening to what was around her. She loved him she realized they had a lot in common. When he said a lot of injures she knew what he meant. She leaned against him a little showing her affection for him. She liked the way he said she was trustworthy but was she really? She hoped he wasn't just saying that though because when she said it she was serious. She wondered if he had any other mares not that she really minded though.
" I'd love to Join your herd How could I say No though." She had a home now next on her list was a foal. She wasn't sure if he'd want one though. " Do you Like Foals? Could I have a foal?" She knew it was a little bit fast to be asking but she didn't care. She knew that some mare didn't love foals as much as she did but she really didn't care. She knew their foal would be beautiful and it would be theirs. She snorted softly as she looked at him curiously.
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Post by Corrupted Soul on Sept 28, 2010 10:47:59 GMT 8
[size=1He nodded, his ears flickering. "Yes. Allow me to grant your wish." He said, with a flick of his tail he walked towards the tree they had met at, near where the cougar lay dead. He waited for her, allowing her to choose where to go first. His home, or the breeding grounds. He looked at the carcass of the cougar and turned away from it. No doubt others would come, if the cougar had family. But like this one, he would kill them all, for his family.[/size]
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